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| 02:09pm 23/01/2004 |
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mood:  busy music: aimee jones talking about her first love... whoo hoo...
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Okay so its been like FOREVER and a day... it totally sucks. I apologize... its not like anyones gonna read this anymore anyways... wierd...
So yeah, alot of shit has happend, like i seriosuly dont know where to start, and im considering not starting at all cuz there is just too much... maybe ill just go on from where i am right now... sounds good to me... yeh?
So i get to see my ellie today, im so happy, i saw her last sunday and monday too! But like next weekend shes going to Mexico... not exiticing for me, but i think she needs to get away so thats good.
I found out we are both going to florida at the same time so thats good. Its not that we are going to see each other but that we are both going to be away at the same time so we dont ahev to get depressed twice. Cuz last year she was all sad when i went to FL than i got all sad when she went to FL. So yeah, i think it would be cool if we could meet up or something too, like me and ellen in florida... haha imagine... :D
Im starting to think about the summer, and im getting a little bit excited, i mean this whole thing with my faimly is getting way too extreme for me and the only way im going to get thru it is if i think of something to look forward too, the closest thing i have right now is summer... and so thats what i think of... no shit amy...
Im at school right now in the annex while im supposed to be doing yearbook stuff... but we never do, except for the new students cuz they are still all excited about it... its kinda funny. But at least we get some of it done...
My school is the most retarded school ever, like its so meesed up, the classes are completely disunified and everyone secretly hates each other. They are so naive and prude in this school everyone thinks im seriosuly the spawn of satan himself. And its crazy cuz just last night i told ellen to pray... ha, fuck that.
I have a psych appt. today, i dont think i am looking forward to it cuz i cut really bad last week and my mom told me that ifi didnt tell her about it, that she would and she would overdramatiseze it. Its pretty, bad, its only like 12 cuts but 4 of them needed stitches and they were like a cm deep and 2 cm wide... it was so scary. Ellen got so so mad at me, it was crazy, i never wanna do anything like that again for that fact alone. That i hurt my ellie so much, it totally killed me to see her reaction, i wanted to die...
Yehhh, on a kinda happier note, i dont have to see the fuckers at school for 2 days... whoo hoo.
Okay i should pry go... i have like 12 min left of school... lata
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| Im not ashamed, to be the person that i am today.... |
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| 01:29pm 11/11/2003 |
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mood:  sick music: Drian the blood- The distillers
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I haven't updayed in a looong time, i usually only do my livejournal at school and ive had to do a shitload fo work lately... i deel bad cuz i feel neglectful :( oh well...
i dont really have time to update right now, but i will fer shre later...
me and ellen are spending the weekend adn nikis apartment, i am so excited.... were gonna have to be real careful thou cuz of what happend to niki last weekend... well pry just make sure someones desegnator or something...
yeah... gotta go, byes
>< Amy > |
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| whoo-fuckin- hoo |
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| 09:38pm 05/11/2003 |
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mood:  annoyed music: Staceys Mom- Fountains of Wayne
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You're a CASUAL AIM-ER! Congrats, you're
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Im in a really bad mood... ive been trying to call ellen all day... UGHHHHHHHHHH frusteration!
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| 89x lineup- Rancid, Dashboard, Hot Hot heat, Barenaked Ladies, Switchfoot and 311...wow this sucks |
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| 12:59pm 29/10/2003 |
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mood:  aggravated music: The sound of annoying OCSers bitching will haunt me forever
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I am so dissapointed at the lineup for 'The night 89x stole Christmas' this year... the only band i like is Rancid, some of 311 is good but not so much. Grrr, im so mad. This is a waste of a concert. I dont even know why Rancid agreed to play with such shitty bands. This sucks sooo badly >:(
Anyways, i cant wait till friday, its gonna be the shit. I get to be with my ellie on halloween. And sense we are 'devil worshipping gothic children' i guess were gonna have to perform some kind of ritual... hehehe :D hmm i wonder what we'll do....
Kay i think im going to go now, i hate everyone in this school, they are so annoying, i hope they die or something.
Peace
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| no class no class la la la la la! |
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| 08:52am 27/10/2003 |
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mood:  bored music: Sing sing death house- The Distillers
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Haha, im at school right now and its the senior retreat and im in a Sr. class 2nd hour even thou im a Jr. so i have no class and no teacher! haha! i think that is sooo funny! Anyways, i feel really sick, my stomache hurts and i want to go home :( im such a whiny little bitch lol...
Mr J just put me in charge of his middle school keyboarding class while he ran to teh office... not such a good idea lol oh well, i seem responsible so why not?
i think im gonna go now cuz everything i type on this computer is recorded and stuff... so yeah, peace out homies
>< Amy > |
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| im nothing without you... the days once had are through, im lost broken confused.... |
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| 04:11pm 26/10/2003 |
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mood:  confused music: New Rancid album... that makes me sad...
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My fingers hurt... and i dont know why...sound like a little kid nursery rhyme... haha, anyways, yeah i have NOTHING to write about but i feel bad cuz my deadjounral has like 24356 entries and this one looked so sad with onl 2... awww... poor thing... wow i think im still a little fucked up from the last 2 nights...
yeah... kay well i dont wanna go to school tommorow... so pray i survive the day, i took my act on tuesday and it was fucking hard as hell... oh well, i guess ill just have to win the lottery... lol
wow im halarious... wait...
IM gonna go sleep now! Bye guys!
>< Amy > |
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| for bitch assss.... |
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| 08:49pm 25/10/2003 |
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mood:  hyper music: Kellys techno ghetto ass mix... lets get some bootys movin
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haha, i had the craziest night last night, it was so great, i just decded that i hate jason beyond words and i love my ellie, sooo much. i love her i love her i love her, and i hope she doent get yelled at... that would fukin suck big time.. anyways i dont know if i wanna write about it all on here cuz people from school read this and i dont wanna get in fuckin anymore trouble with that gay ass school, sooo yeah, if you wanna read about my hella exciting night and you dont go to OC than go to my daeadjoural by clicking the link up there ^ and to the right > or go to www.deadjournal.com/users/xxxantilifexxx youll get excited... im guaranteeing it bitches... hahaa! It was so great, anyone wanna party with us the weekend after hallowwen hit me up! peace mothafukas
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| Better get ready to die, ready to die... LALALA! |
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| 01:04pm 24/10/2003 |
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mood:  cold music: Warped 03' Compilation- Andrew W.K... what a funny man...
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Kay, im in a really good mood... you will not find this too often... but tonights gonna be THE SHIT! Im SOOO excited... yay yay yay! I'll update later,and shit, i write alot (as you can see in my deadjournal (www.deadjournal.com/users/xxxantilifexxx) its the shizznit) wow im a dork... kay shower time! Peace
>< Amy > |
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